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一切over 現在感覺就絕望兩字
不是我太悲觀 現實就是現實
先郁悶一晚上 明天開始新生活
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from HOM
May 16, 2008
Dear Friends,In an instant, millions of lives have been forever changed. The earthquake in Sichuan may be China's worst natural disaster in over three decades...words cannot express the pain, sorrow and loss I feel for the victims and their families.Your online messages from all around the world echo humanity, compassion, and encouragement. It's obvious that Sichuan's situation is the first thing on our minds and hearts these days. There is a lot we can, and will do, to help.Ourhome China has many members in Sichuan. When the earthquake first struck, I immediately thought of you all, including our China Fan club president Eric, who lives in Chengdu. We were able to contact Eric at first notice, and we are thankful and relieved that he and his family are safe. My thoughts continue to be with all of you. You are all in my daily prayers.Many of you have expressed wishes for a way we can contribute together, as a team. Today, the NGO World Vision set up an account especially for us called, "王力宏四川賑災救援專戶 " (Wang Leehom Sichuan Disaster Relief Account).You can access our account at this address:I have made an initial deposit of 3 million NTD, and invite all of you to contribute any amount whatsoever to this fund. No amount is too small. 100% of this fund will go to the relief effort in Sichuan, and World Vision is already active there. They have already pledged an initial 2 million USD to help over 107,000 people. With our contribution we can give even more victims a chance for survival.Please forward this address to your friends and families, and together, let’s meet disaster with strength, hope, love and unified support!Sincerely,Leehom -
今天地震的時候第一感覺就是自己暈了，當時正好改完早上做的一份心灰意冷的卷子，這更加確信是我的眩暈。這幾天持續失眠，曾經以為我是個不會失眠的人，因為我總是能在一分鐘內入睡。現在每天晚上掙扎很久才進入睡眠，而天一亮便自然醒，雖然白天還算是精力充沛，但總覺得不安，不習慣這樣的狀態，我不知道自己能不能撐到最后。
幾個小時之后我才知道是地震了，再后來知道這次震得不輕。我想這個世界真的存在命運這東西，什么破事都讓中國在今年趕上了。不知道今年我的命運又是怎樣。
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這個夏天來得一點過渡也沒有，讓人措手不及。我一直覺得這個城市還算四季分明，至少比家里分明多了。今年只是個例外，春天還沒來得及讓人記住便消失得無影無蹤，多少有點可惜，可惜我的春裝還沒能輪著穿完一次就全都塞進箱子里了。
發現我過了很長一段時間暗色調的生活。開始想變得明亮起來，開始想穿T恤杉牛仔褲白球鞋。這樣裝扮的日子已經不多了。
這些天在沒完沒了地大清洗，喜歡自己洗東西，覺得一堆衣服或是被單被自己洗得干干凈凈真有一種成就感。有時候我覺得我更適合做個居家的小女人，而不是很多人所想的有理想有抱負的女強人。
直到今天才聽到《one world one dream》的完整版，我似乎可以解釋前段時間為什么如此低迷了。因為我還是離不開老王，hoho~
這個五月對我很重要，是時候要將心注入了。
各位五一快樂。
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老王這兩天在武漢，我異常平靜地泡自習室寫report和proposal
一年多前的瘋狂和現在的平靜，連自己都不敢相信
我已經被這該死的生活腐蝕生銹了
這些天不止一次地看到國旗飄揚在某些寢室的窗臺
晚上被抓去開名為“理性愛國”的團會
最近世界太亂
真想把自己藏起來，遠離紛爭
